A peek into the world

Between Me and God September 25, 2006

I found this poem on the internet some day.But I find it very inspirational. Hereit goes..

People are often illogical, unreasonable and self-centered.If you are kind , people may accuse you of selfishness, ulterior motives.

Be kind anyway

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true

Succeed anyway

If you are honest and frank people may cheat you

Be honest and frank anyway

What you spend years building someone could destroy over night

Build anyway

If you find serenity and happiness they may be jealous

Be happy anyway

The good you do today people will often forget tomorrow

Do good anyway

Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough

Give the world the best you have anyway

You see in the final analysis it is between you and God it was never between
You and them anyway.

Opening my heart September 22, 2006

I had always felt , that relations always work if you put in your 100% in them.
Consider how can anyone leave you when you love him with all your heart..When you are ready to leave everything for a single smile on his face..Or you love to listen to his voice ,even when he is scolding you?
But I have realised I was wrong…always. Its never in your control.Relations ,even the most meaningful ones…can die.Because there are two people involved and the second
person may just walk away …any fine day!,without even a notice and may even not stay back to see how you felt..

He left me.. Inspite of all the love…with a few words in a single mail.
My heart refused to believe the truth,that he didnt actually need me.I only reminded myself of the words he had once said ‘I will need you always’..
I kept on thinking that one day he will realise what he had lost….but with time only i realised that the lose was only mine ..not his. He found someone who could suit him better ,and though my loyalty and love was 100%, the failure too was only mine..
The insult i felt and the hurt in my heart were also only mine in its entirity…
And then everything lost meaning..tears..letters.. calls..everything..
Even my good wishes …
With time i have realised that true love is meant only for the fairy tales….
I have lost belief in love .Its companionship that matters to kill the loneliness,and people are replacable any time!

Hello world! September 18, 2006

Words can neither describe extreme happiness nor acute pain. They simply dont help .But life is filled with innumerable mediocre emotions that stir our minds and need an outlet for expression.Sometimes the mind refuses to rest and the heart fills up with a certain dissatisfaction on particularly nothing . You need someone to talk to but you dont want anyone in particular to listen.You want to shout but you need silence in return.Its one of those days for me.. and of the various new things i am trying to fight this uneasiness , i am starting a new journey through my blog.